时间:2018-12-07 作者:英语课 分类:听电影学英语-日落之前


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  [00:03.54]And I feel the same. I'm sorry. I don't know what happened, I just.... 我感觉一样,对不起 我不知道刚才都说了些什么....

[00:06.70]-I had to let it all out. -Don't worry about it. -我需要宣泄 -不要在意

[00:11.22]I'm so miserable 1 in my love life, in my relationship. 我的感情生活很痛苦

[00:13.42]I always act as-- Like, you know, I'm detached. 我总是感觉被拆散了一样

[00:17.78]But I'm dying inside. I'm dying because I'm so numb 2. 我的心死了 因为我麻木了

[00:19.14]I don't feel pain or excitement, I'm not even bitter, I'm just.... 我不能感觉到疼痛和激情....

[00:22.74]You think you're the one dying inside? 你认为自己已经心死了?

[00:28.10]My life is 24/7 bad. 我的生活没有一分钟是让人欣慰的

[00:30.70]-I'm sorry. -No, no. -对不起 -不

[00:33.70]I mean, the only happiness I get is when I'm out with my son. 我唯一开心的是同儿子在一起

[00:36.98]I've been to marriage counseling... 我到过婚姻咨询所...

[00:38.34]...I've done things I never thought I would have to do. ...我做了一些从没想过要做的事情

[00:40.54]I've lit candles, bought self-help books, lingerie. 我点蜡烛, 买自慰的书,女式内衣

[00:43.94]-Did the candles help? -Hell, no. -蜡烛好用么? -该死,不

[00:45.22]I don't love her the way she needs to be loved... 我不是以她喜欢的方式爱着她...

[00:49.90]...and I don't even see a future for us, but then I look at my little boy... ...我也看不到我同她的未来, 但当我看着孩子...

[00:53.34]...sitting across from me, and I think I'd suffer any torture... ...坐在我对面,我就决定要承受一切...

[00:55.62]...to be with him for all the minutes of his life. ...一直在陪伴在他身边

[00:59.74]I don't want to miss out on one. 我不想失去

[01:01.90]But then, there's no joy or laughter in my home, you know? 但此后家庭就没有了欢笑

[01:04.90]-I don't want him growing up in that. -No laughter? That's terrible. -我不希望他在那样的环境成长 -没有欢笑? 那真糟糕

[01:10.82]...and even when they fight they end up laughing. ...即使吵架了, 最后还是会欢笑和好

[01:11.38]My parents have been together 35 years... 我父母在一起35年了...

[01:14.82]I don't want to be one of those people who are getting divorced at 52... 我可不想做52岁离婚的人...

[01:18.70]...and falling down into tears, admitting they never really loved their spouse 3... ...然后泪流满面的说从来没有爱过自己的妻子...

[01:21.98]...and they feel their life has been sucked up into a vacuum cleaner. ...感觉自己的生活就同被抽干了一样

[01:28.06]You know, I want a great life. I want her to have a great life... 你知道的,我要美好的生活, 我也希望她有美好的生活...

[01:31.14]...she deserves that. ...这是她应得的

[01:34.78]But we're just living in the pretense 4 of a marriage, responsibility... 但我们的婚姻现状就是...

[01:36.78]...you know, all these ideas of how people are supposed to live. ...就是不如理想

[01:44.58]But then l-- I have these dreams.... 但我有了这些梦想....

[01:48.10]What dreams? 什么梦想?

[01:51.22]I have these dreams, you know, that... 梦想就是...

[01:55.10]...I'm standing 5 on a platform... ...我站在站台上...

[01:59.34]...and you keep going by on a train... ...你在火车上从旁经过...

[02:00.54]...and you go by, and you go by, and you go by, you go by. ...然后你经过、经过、经过、 不停的经过

[02:06.82]And I wake up with the fucking sweats. 然后我梦醒了

[02:09.10]And then I have this other dream... 然后我就有了另一个梦...

[02:10.10]...where you're pregnant in bed beside me naked... ...你怀孕了,躺在我身边...

[02:14.26]...and I want so badly to touch you, but you tell me not to and you look away. ...然后我非常想碰你 你让我不要

[02:18.14]And l-- And I touch you anyway... 然后我还是碰了你 ...

[02:21.70]...right on your ankle, and your skin is so soft that I wake up in sobs 6, all right? ...你的脚踝,柔软的皮肤 然后醒来我就泪流满面

[02:27.66]My wife is there looking at me, and I feel I'm a million miles from her. 我妻子看着我, 我感觉和她有好远的距离

[02:33.18]And I know that there's something wrong, that l-- 我知道有些不对--

[02:35.02]God, that I can't keep living like this... 天,我不能再这么生活了...

[02:37.70]...that there's gotta be more to love than commitment. ...应该有更多的爱, 不光是责任

[02:39.62]But then I think that I might have given up... 但我接下来又放弃了...


  [02:42.50]...on the whole idea of romantic love. ...放弃了浪漫的爱情想法

[02:44.78]That I might have put it to bed that-- 当那一天你没出现的时候--

[02:49.66]That day when you weren't there. 我就应该把它丢弃了

[02:52.42]You know, I think I might have done that. 我可能已经那么做了.

[02:56.42]Why are you telling me all this? 你为什么要告诉我这些?

[02:59.70]I'm sorry. I don't know. I'm-- I should.... 我不知道,对不起....

[03:05.74]You know, it's so weird 7. 你知道,这很奇怪

[03:06.34]I shouldn't have. 我不该说的

[03:09.82]People think they are the only one going through tough times. 人们总以为只是自己在受苦

[03:11.74]I mean, when I read the article, I thought your life was perfect. 我是想说, 当我读你小说的时候感觉你过得很完美

[03:18.18]A wife, a kid, published author. 太太、小孩、作家

[03:21.34]But your personal life is more of a mess than mine. 但你的似生活比我还要糟糕

[03:26.46]I'm sorry. 对不起

[03:32.82]-This is where you live? -Yeah. -你住这里? -对

[03:37.54]So you're just relieved that I'm in even more deep shit than you are? 你知道我比你还要糟 你就安心了?

[03:42.86]Yes, you've made me feel better. 对,你让我感觉好多了

[03:45.02]Oh, good, I'm glad. 好,我很高兴

[03:45.50]No, I really wish you the best. 不,我希望你可以过的很好

[03:49.90]It's not because I'm incapable 8 of having a good relationship or a family... 不是因为我不能拥有完美的家庭...

[03:53.26]...that I wish everyone to be doomed 9 like me. ...我就不希望别人同我一样

[03:56.46]I'm sure you'd make-- Be a great mom someday. 我相信有一天, 你会是很优秀的妈妈

[03:57.62]-Really? You think so? -Yeah... -真的么? -是...

[04:01.26]...a few antidepressants, you know, you'll do great. ...多点乐观, 你会更棒

[04:05.02]-Okay, say stop. -Stop. -好,停 -停

[04:06.10]-Okay. -You ready? Okay. -好 -准备好了么? 好

[04:18.62]-So I want to try something. -What? -我想要尝试一些事情 -什么?

[04:27.18]I want to see if you stay together or if you dissolve into molecules 10. 我想知道你是会融化还是保持原样

[04:30.82]How am I doing? 我怎么样?

[04:33.22]Still here. 仍然在这里

[04:35.62]Good. I like being here. 很好,我喜欢这里

[04:41.78]Is this your apartment? 这是你的家?

[04:42.86]No, I live down there. 不,我住在下面,还要过去

[04:47.34]-Down there? -Yeah. -那里? -对

[04:47.94]Monsieur, I'm gonna walk her to her door. 先生,我送她到家门口



1 miserable
adj.悲惨的,痛苦的;可怜的,糟糕的
  • It was miserable of you to make fun of him.你取笑他,这是可耻的。
  • Her past life was miserable.她过去的生活很苦。
2 numb
adj.麻木的,失去感觉的;v.使麻木
  • His fingers were numb with cold.他的手冻得发麻。
  • Numb with cold,we urged the weary horses forward.我们冻得发僵,催着疲惫的马继续往前走。
3 spouse
n.配偶(指夫或妻)
  • Her spouse will come to see her on Sunday.她的丈夫星期天要来看她。
  • What is the best way to keep your spouse happy in the marriage?在婚姻中保持配偶幸福的最好方法是什么?
4 pretense
n.矫饰,做作,借口
  • You can't keep up the pretense any longer.你无法继续伪装下去了。
  • Pretense invariably impresses only the pretender.弄虚作假欺骗不了真正的行家。
5 standing
n.持续,地位;adj.永久的,不动的,直立的,不流动的
  • After the earthquake only a few houses were left standing.地震过后只有几幢房屋还立着。
  • They're standing out against any change in the law.他们坚决反对对法律做任何修改。
6 sobs
啜泣(声),呜咽(声)( sob的名词复数 )
  • She was struggling to suppress her sobs. 她拼命不让自己哭出来。
  • She burst into a convulsive sobs. 她突然抽泣起来。
7 weird
adj.古怪的,离奇的;怪诞的,神秘而可怕的
  • From his weird behaviour,he seems a bit of an oddity.从他不寻常的行为看来,他好像有点怪。
  • His weird clothes really gas me.他的怪衣裳简直笑死人。
8 incapable
adj.无能力的,不能做某事的
  • He would be incapable of committing such a cruel deed.他不会做出这么残忍的事。
  • Computers are incapable of creative thought.计算机不会创造性地思维。
9 doomed
命定的
  • The court doomed the accused to a long term of imprisonment. 法庭判处被告长期监禁。
  • A country ruled by an iron hand is doomed to suffer. 被铁腕人物统治的国家定会遭受不幸的。
10 molecules
分子( molecule的名词复数 )
  • The structure of molecules can be seen under an electron microscope. 分子的结构可在电子显微镜下观察到。
  • Inside the reactor the large molecules are cracked into smaller molecules. 在反应堆里,大分子裂变为小分子。
学英语单词
accroides (gum)
agfs
alosa
alouatta seniculus
anconeous muscle
Annecy-le-Vieux
banking charges
baroghermohygrograph
black furnace
Bush Patrol
c.i
ceramic industry
chronic lymphocytic thyroiditis
chronomancy
comfort for
conjugate surface
cordon counts
declining rate of recovery
deep-bluer
dephosphorization under oxidizing atmosphere
diarizing
dielectric dissipation factor
dnieper rivers
draws off
ear lifter
eiah
equilibrium-valve
exhaust tappet
forsume
general technical specifications
Gentiana yunnanensis
give the breast to a child
GMCU
grain capacity
granulitic texture
greywacke
gudea
guitarlike
higher-margin
Hooker, William
indecipherableness
INT interior
isothermal analyzer
john luther joness
K region
Kadom
kanyemba
kill zone
kilovolt-ampere (kva)
kristof
Lashmet-Newburgh method
lemar
light-heartedly
low silhouette
Lytton
marking potentials
microeconomic forecasting
microprogrammed interface
missort
motor disorder
neomedieval
oridonin
pass-the-parcel
pictorial computer
pile delivery
plasmarons
prew
proff
pulping device
RB (return to bias)
red carp
Rhacophyllus lilacinus
rip sawing
rise of vault
rubidium nitride
Saint-Maurice River
sequence of giants
shanksville
skim milk
software trigger
sophisticated technique
splenizations
straight switch
subfornical organ
subtalus buttress
Sudanese Arabic
sykes-picot
Syriacal
Tazobactam/piperacillin
the inking unit
torsional seismometer
track reactor
Transcaucasian
transforming sequence
trichostrongyluss
Ulingan
universal function generator
variable design point method
volyer
waisted drum
well-understood
worst-ever