【荆棘鸟】第二章 17

However, in spite of bitter aloes, ridicule 1, Sister Agatha and Paddy's switch, Meggie went on biting her nails.
  Her friendship with Teresa Annunzio was the joy of her life, the only thing that made school endurable. She  sat through lessons aching for playtime to come so she could sit with her arm around Teresa's waist and Teresa's arm around hers under the big fig 2 tree, talking, talking. There were tales about Teresa's extraordinary alien family, about her numerous dolls, and about her genuine willow 3 pattern tea set.
  When Meggie saw the tea set, she was overcome. It had 108 pieces, tiny miniature cups and saucers and plates, a teapot and a sugar bowl and a milk jug 4 and a cream jug, with wee knives and spoons and forks just the right size for dolls to use. Teresa had innumerable toys; besides being much younger than her nearest sister, she belonged to an Italian family, which meant she was passionately 5 and openly loved, and indulged to the full extent of her father's monetary 6 resources. Each child viewed the other with awe 7 and envy, though Teresa never coveted 8 Meggie's Calvinistic, stoic 9 upbringing. Instead she pitied her. Not to be allowed to run to her mother with hugs and kisses? Poor Meggie!
  As for Meggie, she was incapable 10 of equating 11 Teresa's beaming, portly little mother with her own slender unsmiling mother, so she never thought: I wish Mum hugged and kissed me. What she did think was: I wish Teresa's mum hugged and kissed me. Though images of hugs and kisses were far less in her mind than images of the willow pattern tea set. So delicate, so thin and wafery, so beautiful! Oh, if only she had a willow pattern tea set, and could give Agnes afternoon tea out of a deep blue-and-white cup in a deep blue-and-white saucer!
  During Friday Benediction 12 in the old church with its lovely, grotesque 13 Maori carvings 14 and Maori painted ceiling, Meggie knelt to pray for a willow pattern tea set of her very own. When Father Hayes held the monstrance aloft, the Host peered dimly through the glass window in the middle of its gem-encrusted rays and blessed the bowed heads of the congregation. All save Meggie, that is, for she didn't "even see the Host; 
 

然而，不管苦声荟也罢，嘲笑奚落也罢，阿加莎嬷嬷和帕迪的鞭子也罢，梅吉还是继续啃她的指甲盖。
　　她和特丽萨·安南奇奥的友情是她生活中的乐趣，是她赖以忍受学校生活的唯一的东西。坐在那里听课的时候，她渴望娱乐的时间快点到来，以便可以和特丽萨相互搂着腰，坐在高大的无花果树下说个没完没了。她们谈的是特丽萨作为外国侨民的与众不同的家庭，谈的是她那多得数也数不清的布娃娃，以及关于她的那些货真价实的柳木纹茶具。
　　在梅吉看到那套茶具时，她折服了。这套茶具共有108件，包括细巧的茶杯、茶托和盘了，一把茶壶、一个糖罐、一个奶罐和一个奶油罐，还有大小正适合于布娃娃用的小刀子、小勺子和小叉子；特丽萨还有数不清的玩具。她出生于一个意大利人的家庭，而且年龄比她最小的姐姐还要小得多，这意味着她受到家里人的热情的、毫不掩饰的宠爱；从金钱上说，她父亲对她的要求是有求必应的。每个孩子都是带着敬畏和羡慕来看待别的孩子的，虽然特丽萨从来也不羡慕梅吉的卡尔文教派的禁欲主义的教养。相反，她同情梅吉。难道她连跑去拥抱和亲吻她的妈妈都不允许吗？可怜的梅吉。
　　
　　至于梅吉，她简直没法把特丽萨满脸笑容、矮矮胖胖的妈妈和她自己那面无笑容、颀长苗条的妈妈相提并论，所以她从来也没想过：我希望妈妈拥抱我，吻我。她所想的是：我希望特丽萨的妈妈拥抱我，吻我，虽然关于拥抱和亲吻的概念在她的脑子里远不如对那套柳木纹茶具的概念来得清晰。那套茶具是如此精致，如此细薄，如此美丽！啊！要是她能有套柳木纹茶具，用那青花托盘里的青花茶杯给艾格厄丝喝茶该有多好啊！
　　在装饰着惹人喜爱的、奇形怪状的毛利雕刻和毛利画的天花板的旧教堂里举行星期五祝福礼的时候，梅吉跪在那里祈求能得到一套属于自己的柳木纹茶具。当海斯神父高高地举起圣体匣财，圣体透过那中间的宝石镶嵌、闪闪发光的匣子上的玻璃，隐隐看见了所有那些向它啊头致意的人们，并为他们祈福。可是梅吉不在此例，因为她甚至没看见那圣体。她正在忙于因忆特丽萨的那套柳木纹茶具到底有多少个盘子哩。当毛利人在风琴席上突然引吭高唱颂歌的时候，梅吉的思绪正盘旋在与天主教和波利尼西亚相去十万八千里的一片茫茫的青色里。