美国国家公共电台 NPR Dessa Separates Head From Heart, With A Little Help From Science
时间:2018-12-17 作者:英语课 分类:2018年NPR美国国家公共电台3月
RACHEL MARTIN, HOST:
The musician Dessa is kind of a science geek. She doesn't use those exact words to describe herself, but it is clear from recent projects that she is fascinated with how the brain works and how the head ends up affecting the heart.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "HALF OF YOU")
DESSA: (Singing) They say that your heart is the size of your fist. I can tell you firsthand, I know how that glove fits. It takes your life just to teach it two tricks. It beats and it attacks.
MARTIN: Dessa got her start in music more than a dozen years ago when she became the sole female member of a popular Minneapolis rap crew. It's called Doomtree. Before that, she didn't have a lot of musical experience. After she graduated from college, she was armed with a degree in philosophy and a dream to become a writer. But she didn't have a lot of options.
DESSA: I got this gig tech writing. I wrote about diesel 2 engines. But my bread and butter was about cardiac technology. So I learned...
MARTIN: Did you know anything about cardiac technology?
DESSA: I knew nothing about cardiac technology. And I think my very first project was (laughter) a courier came over to my, like, apartment that I shared with three other people. I mean, it was very much, like, a college dive, you know, apartment. And he delivered this package of CD-ROMs and I put them into the laptop that the firm had lent me, and I was watching, like, a pig's heart pump water. And I thought, I have no idea what I am looking at or what the task that is being asked of me is, you know? But I got the hang of it.
MARTIN: There was something in there that resonated with you because you do - you're interested in how the body works.
DESSA: Yeah. You know, and I think that's probably why I stuck it out even though I was kind of freaked out. I like the science, I think I always have, learning how the world worked. And I like that kind of right-angled system of the scientific method of making a guess and a prediction and then comparing that to an outcome.
MARTIN: On the side, she tried writing more literary stuff.
DESSA: But I wasn't, you know, I really wasn't getting any traction 3 in that world. You know, I wrote some essays. I'd send them off to places like The New Yorker, and then just sort of wait for the form letter. So I went from writing essays to then performing essays on a slam circuit. So the, you know, competitive poetry.
MARTIN: Do you remember the first poem or work that you slammed in a public setting?
DESSA: (Laughter). It wasn't very strong. It was, I think, a rhyming piece about empiricism, like, the philosophical 4...
MARTIN: Whoa.
DESSA: Tradition. Yeah, I was pretty cheesy.
MARTIN: (Laughter).
DESSA: It was pretty cheesy.
MARTIN: But clearly she had some talent. Eventually, a local hip-hop producer saw one of her slams and invited her to try her hand at rapping.
DESSA: And after texting a friend to make sure he wasn't a creep, I went over to his house and tried. And learned, you know, what that delivery was like and how it differed from stage performance.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "5 OUT OF 6")
DESSA: (Rapping) I don't need an agenda. I just tell the truth. Yup. Let it off the leash 5 and don't touch it - it knows what to do. And I'm running a tight ship. Every deckhand here has a five-year plan and a ice pick. They can write code, they can drive stick. I got an octave on you and a high kick.
MARTIN: On her new album, Dessa brings her two passions, art and science, together. It is an album about heartbreak, but she takes a very different approach.
I'm going to have you explain your collaboration 6 with the neuroscientists at the University of Minnesota (laughter).
DESSA: Well, I'd had this really protracted 7 breakup that, like, as soon as we started dating, we started breaking up. And we tried for a lot of years. And I was sitting in a parking lot of, like, an all-you-can-eat sushi place in the rain, and this dude called.
MARTIN: The guy. Your guy.
DESSA: The guy.
MARTIN: Yeah. OK.
DESSA: And I just got this, like, bloom of feeling in my chest, like, hope, right? But I know better than to hope. Like, we've already sorted this out. And so I'm in my car, alone in the rain, yelling, why can't you stop hoping? And I decided 8 to do something really drastic.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "HALF OF YOU")
DESSA: (Singing) But what if I could cure me of you? Am I so sure which pill I'd choose?
I ended up watching a TED 1 Talk by an anthropologist 9, actually, named Dr. Helen Fisher. And she described a study in which she had isolated 10 the regions of the human brain that seemed to be involved in romantic love. And I thought, OK, well, if she's found them, maybe I could turn them off (laughter) in me. So I ended up assembling a team of people who were willing to design a proper case study to see if we could do that. So I got to go into, like, an FMRI machine - you know, which are those, like, huge tube-like magnets - and looked at pictures of my ex-boyfriend and pictures of another guy who just sort of looked like my ex-boyfriend, and he was the control.
MARTIN: So they were seeing, they were measuring your brainwaves and how you were reacting to these people.
DESSA: They're measuring which parts of you are engaged. So we found the love. Then I ended up connecting with this clinician.
MARTIN: And you wanted her to turn your brain off?
DESSA: Yeah. So I was like, hey, could we just dud this?
(LAUGHTER)
DESSA: No. It's not as though I'm, like, you know, electrically lobotomizing myself. It's more like training a muscle. You want to be able to be flexible and strong.
MARTIN: Yeah.
DESSA: But you don't want to be cramping 11.
MARTIN: Right.
DESSA: And I wasn't able to respond appropriately to my circumstances, right? Like, why are you hoping in the rain every time this guy calls you?
MARTIN: (Laughter).
DESSA: So we did this, you know, over the course of a couple months. And then I went back in, and we tried to determine whether or not there was any difference.
MARTIN: And?
DESSA: I don't want to overstate it 'cause I'm only one, right? So that's, like, the worst sample size. Exactly. But, it worked. Yeah. And it was amazing. I, like, got really misty 12 eyed looking at my brain, you know, in cross section without the activation 13 that it had demonstrated on the first visit.
MARTIN: And it created all kinds of musical inspiration for you.
DESSA: It did.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "GOOD GRIEF")
DESSA: (Singing) I want that good grief, the one that heals me, that leaves me clarified by fire when I'm burned clean.
MARTIN: Dessa actually performed this song on stage with the Minnesota Orchestra last year. And she had props 14, including a blown-up up scan of her heart-broken brain.
So here's my question, though, for the philosopher. The heartbreak is part of you.
DESSA: Yes.
MARTIN: It made you write songs, and it made you grieve. Was there some part of you that thought, there's something to feeling this kind of pain, and I should just sit with it instead of trying to make it numb 15?
DESSA: Year two? Yes. Year five? Yes. Year 10? Yes. And after that. I've written those songs.
MARTIN: (Laughter).
DESSA: You know what I mean?
MARTIN: Right (laughter).
DESSA: And I'm just bumming 16 people out, man.
MARTIN: Just need to change - you've just got to change (laughter).
DESSA: I'm running no risk of exhausting a supply of melancholy 17 material.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "GOOD GRIEF")
DESSA: (Singing) They say there's good grief, but how can you tell it from the bad? Maybe it's only in the fact.
MARTIN: Dessa's new album is called, "Chime."
It was so fun to talk with you. Thank you so much.
DESSA: Thanks for having me.
(SOUNDBITE OF SONG, "GOOD GRIEF")
- The invaders gut ted the village.侵略者把村中财物洗劫一空。
- She often teds the corn when it's sunny.天好的时候她就翻晒玉米。
- We experimented with diesel engines to drive the pumps.我们试着用柴油机来带动水泵。
- My tractor operates on diesel oil.我的那台拖拉机用柴油开动。
- I'll show you how the traction is applied.我会让你看如何做这种牵引。
- She's injured her back and is in traction for a month.她背部受伤,正在作一个月的牵引治疗。
- The teacher couldn't answer the philosophical problem.老师不能解答这个哲学问题。
- She is very philosophical about her bad luck.她对自己的不幸看得很开。
- I reached for the leash,but the dog got in between.我伸手去拿系狗绳,但被狗挡住了路。
- The dog strains at the leash,eager to be off.狗拼命地扯拉皮带,想挣脱开去。
- The two companies are working in close collaboration each other.这两家公司密切合作。
- He was shot for collaboration with the enemy.他因通敌而被枪毙了。
- The war was protracted for four years. 战争拖延了四年。 来自《简明英汉词典》
- We won victory through protracted struggle. 经过长期的斗争,我们取得了胜利。 来自《简明英汉词典》
- This gave them a decided advantage over their opponents.这使他们比对手具有明显的优势。
- There is a decided difference between British and Chinese way of greeting.英国人和中国人打招呼的方式有很明显的区别。
- The lecturer is an anthropologist.这位讲师是人类学家。
- The anthropologist unearthed the skull of an ancient human at the site.人类学家在这个遗址挖掘出那块古人类的颅骨。
- His bad behaviour was just an isolated incident. 他的不良行为只是个别事件。
- Patients with the disease should be isolated. 这种病的患者应予以隔离。
- The bleeding may keep my left hand from cramping. 淌血会叫我的左手不抽筋。
- This loss of sodium can cause dehydration and cramping. 钠流失会造成脱水和抽筋。
- He crossed over to the window to see if it was still misty.他走到窗户那儿,看看是不是还有雾霭。
- The misty scene had a dreamy quality about it.雾景给人以梦幻般的感觉。
- Rescuers used props to stop the roof of the tunnel collapsing. 救援人员用支柱防止隧道顶塌陷。
- The government props up the prices of farm products to support farmers' incomes. 政府保持农产品价格不变以保障农民们的收入。
- His fingers were numb with cold.他的手冻得发麻。
- Numb with cold,we urged the weary horses forward.我们冻得发僵,催着疲惫的马继续往前走。
- I've been bumming around for the last year without a job. 我已经闲荡了一年,一直没有活干。
- He was probably bumming his way home. “他多半是不花钱搭车回家。
- All at once he fell into a state of profound melancholy.他立即陷入无尽的忧思之中。
- He felt melancholy after he failed the exam.这次考试没通过,他感到很郁闷。